as i continue to figure out who i am and who i want to be...i have begun to discover things i hold dearly and want to have in my life...
i want to go on adventures with my children. i want to turn the bathtub into a time machine. the couch into a submarine. the car into an airplane. and the tree house into a home. i want to travel to mars with them. i want to see what worlds their minds create and watch as everything becomes a possibility.

i want to collect vintage tea cups or towels or salt and pepper shakers i want to have some collection that inspires me each and every time i look at it. i want others to tell me they were out shopping and saw this and thought of me.

i want a son covered in freckles with those eyes that tell the stories of mischief.

i want a library in my house. i want to walk into a room and have the smell of leather and musty pages greet me. i want a chair tucked in the corner of the room, out of site where i can curl up and get lost in my favorite stories.

i want to garden parties. i want chinese lanterns hanging all around. while cool jazz songs float through the yard as people mingle.

i want to live for a brief time on a plantation. i want to be there during harvest and get swept up in the madness. i want to see the product of my labor. i want to have a passion for the land.

oh how i want to go camping, for like a year. and spruce up our trailer and be those campers that greet the new campers to the park and invite them over for dinner one night.
